Future

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Thinking about the future can sometimes be scary. I feel like some people have their lives figured out while I, on the other hand, feel like I am trying to still find my place in the world. Sometimes, I look at the sky and pray for a sign just to know if I am doing okay. Yet, there are times that I just have to do the best in anyway I can.

I appreciate the conversations I have with people who used to be on the same place I am now, and it feels comforting that it's not impossible to make it. I am optimistic that I, too, will find my purpose in life. A purpose that would make me wanna wake up in a morning with a warm smile to my face. I know such a day would feel like standing in the rain after years of drought. It would feel like beholding the light after years of being without one.

I've been told that fortune favours the brave. And so, I feel maybe it's okay if I don't have everything figured out. Maybe it's okay to not know all the answers right now. I don't think I have arrived at my destination yet. Although I have fears and doubts, I'll choose to be brave and keep moving. Even if it feels like I'm the only one on the train, I’ll stay and cherish the ride for I know there's something spectacular awaiting.

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